Updated: Oct 9, 2020
As I was getting ready to let go of another solar return to welcome the new one, I dedicated the day to pondering and clarifying my inner world while cleansing and organizing my surroundings.
It has been a tough year.
Walking my Grandmother and some days after my Mother back to the Other Side, going through a relationship breakup, loosing a friend to suicide, letting go of a deep connection to someone I trusted and cared about, sorting out the pandemic...
This is a year I will never forget, for it has taught me what I am made of.
As I rearranged my place to accommodate a space for my radio show and podcast, to dedicate my office fully to my healees, cleaning several rooms from things I no longer need (I still have half an apartment to clean tomorrow before I can sage and cleanse the old in gratitude), taking out things I kept away in boxes, and moving furniture back and forth, I realized I was nesting a new life.
This solar return I was confronted by pain, for what I am immensely grateful.
You see, it is only by breaking from that which you hold on to that you can be reborn into new, real ways of being.
When you’ve walked enough on fire, you befriend fire, then it doesn’t scare you.
When you’ve hurt all there is to hurt, then nothing can break you.
Your true Self is revealed by all those trying moments. And it is quite a spectacle to see. Such a beautiful, strong light, beaming from within!
This is what you and I are made of. It is called Spirit.
You are stronger than you believe, you are pure light, there is nothing to fear because nothing can really break you!
And once you realise this, you can beam fearlessly ✨
If you are going through dark times, I feel you, remember fire purifies character in the same way it purifies precious metals, you are not alone, I’m here to hold space for you.
You are safe. Rise free from fear. You can do this. Be alive!